October 29th, 2009 by stark1974 My housemate and I spent a fun day yesterday wandering around the city of Melbourne, from St Kilda to the Shrine of Remembrance and then on to the Botanical Gardens. The picture above was taken on my iPhone at the Shrine – it is of a Journal from Puckapunyal in Victoria during World War 2, [...]
October 24th, 2009 by stark1974 Nan passed away at 9:15am on October 19th. The funeral was yesterday. I’m in a haze of me, not really with the external world, not sure what to do in it.
I miss her terribly – I can hardly believe she is gone.
“Tell me all your troubles”, she’d say. I’d tell her I didn’t have [...]
October 18th, 2009 by stark1974 Maybe my attitude is changing… Maybe. I used to feel strongly about avoiding marijuana, especially when a diagnosis of mental illness has been applied, particularly of the schizo-variety. Now I am not sure. As a once good friend said to me, “everything in moderation” and as long as I am controlling it and not the [...]
October 16th, 2009 by stark1974 My Nanna is in hospital. It’s very unlikely she will leave. The doctor called my Mum and suggested that the family should come in to see her, so I’m guessing that means she is on her way out. I’m stoned again and haven’t been thinking about it too much, but every now and again I [...]
October 15th, 2009 by stark1974 I’m mildly stoned again, again. This is starting to turn out to be a boring story. I’m alone in the house. Unemployed. Contemplating what to do next… With my life.
I try to think of who I can contact to chat with but am limited by the fact that I am not-quite-myself and not sure I [...]
October 14th, 2009 by stark1974 Ok, so I’ve had a bit more to smoke and feel even more floaty and somewhat hazy in my thinking. I think to myself, I shouldn’t be doing this. I shouldn’t be writing about marijuana on the internet. I then start typing that. And thinking about everything I’m thinking about, then floating off somewhere on [...]
October 14th, 2009 by stark1974 I am sitting here writing this post in an altered state of mind – that of THC intoxication, otherwise known as “being stoned”. I feel like I am slowed down and an observer in my body as it moves and acts according to my desires. At this point, my desire is to write something about [...]
